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I will never forget the day when a CEO of a company I worked for pulled me into this office to say I scared him. I laughed to myself and giggled with colleagues about it when I left his office, but I couldn’t shake something in me that knew he could have been scared easily by how I was in some ways seemed like I was taking over his company. I’ve spent a lot of my life tempering my temper and feeling this force field of energy in my being that frightens me as well. I often just pretend it isn’t there until I find myself taking something over and wanting to be in charge or I slow down long enough to feel the background annoyance. When I don't slow down enough to feel and name my anger on th
“FOR THE APHRODITIC WOMAN, HER SPIRITUAL LIFE, OR, AS JUNG WOULD SAY, HER ‘INDIVIDUATION,’ MIGHT BE LINKED TO HER SEXUAL LIFE. FOR THIS TYPE OF WOMAN, SEXUAL ENCOUNTER IS THE MOST PROFOUND OF HUMAN EXPERIENCES, A REVELATION OF HER OWN DEPTHS. IT IS THEREFORE NOT ONLY A SOURCE OF JOY BUT ALSO A PATH OF INNER KNOWLEDGE.” - GINETTE PARIS, ”APHRODITE’S DAUGHTERS” BY JALAJA BONHEIM The idea that beauty was an inside-out job used to feel foreign to me. I thought feeling feminine meant getting a blow out, putting on makeup, or new clothes. I relied on men to make me feel feminine through dating or attention. I competed in beauty pageants thinking my value relied upon the opinion of others that I w
Many people have a resistance to Virgo energy, myself included. I easily get bored with the routine and day-to-day aspects of living and organization where Virgo thrives (I also have Neptune in the 6th house ruled by Virgo). However, with all the Pisces energy (Sun, Chiron, Athena, Mercury, and Neptune) there can be a tendency to be in daydreams, fantasies, or illusions instead of working hard at our day jobs. The full moon may be a reminder of how much we need to come back to Earth and how to bring more order to our lives through routine or habits. Virgo, ruled by Mercury, wants to analyze and categorize in order to understand but also as a way of making things real. Squaring Saturn can als
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