>So apparently from now until Nov. 20 when Venus Retrograde ends I seem to be very much at its whim. There are many explanations for this, and none that make sense to me on a rational level. Alas, this time is about letting go of past loves and no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get a certain someone out of my head. I've written about it and then a poem came to me with such clarity I knew this was a part of my healing and releasing:
Your silence speaks volumes,
In none of those volumes do I hear,
"I love you" or "I miss you."
I said it first so I can't say it last.
I have questions,
Do you love me?
Do you miss me?
I dare not answer for you, as I dare not ask.
I never asked you to stay and even helped you go,
because I knew- our journey had to end,
so I could resume mine.
So I sit in fear, and hope, and love.
Into the silence I say nothing and ask nothing.
And wait for your reply.
Your silence speaks volumes and suddenly I hear, loud and clear..
"Let me go."